I've been trying to write a treatise of sorts as to why I am a Democrat. This proved largely frustrating. The only parts that were worth a damn came out when I wrote about things that, while very American, had nothing to do with party. Ultimately, when focusing on why I'm a Democrat what kept coming out was why I'm not a Republican. Defining oneself as that which one is not (an infinite set) is not a terribly well anchored sense of self. Sure, I have many Democrat friends who are happy to tell me why they are Democrats but I usually find their reasoning to capture more of what they wish the party to be than what I think it actually is.
I tried to switch gears and go with why I'm a liberal and rapidly figured out that I once again was defining myself as what I was not (conservative). And my definition of conservative was incomplete and rather self-serving when the truth of the matter is there is much about conservative theory that I find attractive.
This led to brief explorations of populism, progressivism, all kinds of "ism's". Brief wasn't quite cutting it. Depth is required here. While this fruitless search served to make me feel really, really stupid it was valuable. In our current, deeply polarized political climate I think most of the people I speak with on matters political are identifying with a party as an instrument for identifying with a political philosophy and in most cases that guiding philosophy is incoherent and/or ill-defined. Maybe I'm reading everyone else wrong but this certainly describes me. Though I have read a great deal of political and economic philosophy and history, I have never, in any meaningful and organized sense, set out to elucidate for myself what I believe in and how I prioritize those beliefs. I don't think I'm unique in that, but maybe I am. Over the coming weeks I'm going to be doing a deep dive into seminal writings of conservatism, liberalism, populism, progressivism and anything else I can think of and, concurrently, attempt to define my beliefs and priorities on the purpose and function of government.
The only thing I know I'm ruling out at this point is socialism/communism...I have read quite a bit of Marx and Trotsky in the past and I am far too enamored with capitalism, and far too anchored in my opinions on its strengths and weaknesses to wish to re-read those tracts just for the appearance of being open to them. I'm not.
I'm not really looking for current works that drown in either a loathing or adoration of contemporary politics. I read many such things and while I usually find them entertaining I rarely find them to be anything but bitch sessions without a whole lot of theoretical underpinning. For example, I rather enjoy reading Ariana Huffington, who describes herself as a populist. I cannot determine from her writing, though, just what she means by "populist".
For what it's worth, I'll be posting my thoughts on what I learn and on my nascent philosophy as it develops. I will be posting for the purpose of having people question these things. If I can't defend them, they are either weak arguments or, more likely, I am not clear on what said arguments mean.
If anyone has any writers, articles, or books you think I should read, I would greatly appreciate your suggestions.